Cynical Mind

I'm sick of this shit (*gasp*)
I can't deal with it (emo!)
And I'm always the one to blame (awww...)
My life feels like a game (fun!)
That other people play (gimme!)
I just want to get away (then leave)
So I wont feel like a toy (broken)
I've never truly experienced joy (yeah right)
I don't wanna just be tossed aside (drama)
When something better comes along you wanna ride (boo hoo)
No more tricks and no more treats (freak)
No more scaring me with horrible feats (scareh!)
I feel like the other woman- a whore (slut)
Just meant to be used and abused, then left at the door (hoe!)
I feel like such a total freak (totally!)
I'm trying to be strong but I feel so weak (fra-gil-e)
I don't know if I can hold on (hang in there)
Knowing that your really for good gone (your own fault)
Without you there-not ever again (ha ha!)
Oh my god, your like all the other stupid fucking men (swearing?!)
And seeing you with her just eats me up inside (get over it)
Too late to go back-I've already submitted my pride (uh-huh)
I'm falling apart piece by little piece (still whole)
I'm beginning to wonder if this will ever cease (prolly not)
But YOU had been my one salvation (be yourself)
My heat and soul are undergoing starvation (obsessed)
I don't wanna go back to how I was (everyone's whore)
Just living to give everyone else a buzz (no pleasure)
I want to have a normal life (psycho)
But will it be possible to overcome this strife? (if you try)
No one understands-or really cares (yeah we do)
They ignore me as slowly my whole being tears (*rip*-oh well)
You were the one to really listen (I hear too)
When I was with you my eyes really did glisten (sparkley!)
I want to go on-even if its without you (good)
But I really don't know how-I'm being true (suurre)
I'm trying real hard but I'm still in love (so sweet... NOT!)
You're no good for me but we fit like a glove (huh?)
But no matter what this feelings still the same (...true love?)
...But in the end it wont matter (*crickets chirp*)

by gothic666angel6
posted on 08/31/2007