Confused

This all happened so fast
I can't believe I can't make up my mind
I love him
but do I really want to take the risk

You can't even try to understand
The things that I'm feeling right now
What happens next?
How long can this go on for?

Can I continue to lie?
Can I continue to pretend
That things are alright?
Or am I just fooling myself?

I want to be happy
But right now I don't know
I wonder so deeply
Where do I go from here?

I can't go back
I can't move forward
I'm stuck in the now
This present sucks

by jjxx1992
posted on 09/21/2009