cancer the devil

we were so
close.
So much
like friends.
I didnt know how
to just let
it end.
I knew you couldnt live forever.



seeing you lay on the bed not able to talk.
i had no idea it was the last time i would see you breathing.


so i wake up i stayed the night at the hospital.
and find people around your bed without a word i knew...they knew i knew...no words could escape me not even tears but my body just shut down.


I was not a living person anymore.i was a waste of space.when you died i had to put up a font to the family.not momma but me i help us together.never let them see me cry over you but held them when they needed me to.i know your gone no bringing you back i just want you to know i havent forgotting never will i forget.but please forgive me for not saying all i needed to befor you left.

in loving meomory of:christal stalose

by chelseaatpeace
posted on 01/12/2009