broken heart

she has been sitting there with a wounded possibly broken heart
with tear filled eyes while her world is gradually falling apart
there's no one there inside of her soul
her heart is like ice beginng to turn cold
she puts up a front to hide her murdering pain
she has a gleaming smile drawn across her lost facade
she appears content with out a concern in the world to resolve
but the diminutive strength she has is beginning to dissolve
the hand she would reach out to and grasp is now gone
she has numerous surrounding her except she still feels alone
her body is feeble and her heart skips to the wrong beat
she wants to run, disapear, leave
she looks to the left, to the right, and then slowly to the sky
with her heart and confused mind with tears in her eyes then begins to ask why?
she kneels down on her knees in the pouring rain
she clears her mind and tries to forget everything
she raises her hands up
then says "what"?
"what do you want from me because i don't know?
i'm finally here at the end of the damn road, with nowhere to go
i've run my life the way i thought appropriate
i've made my heart learn the meaning of hate
i can't stand being in my own skin anymore
look at me i'm standing in the down pour
i've sat here time after time with my broken feeble heart
i've held it in my hands and watched it gradualy fall apart"
she gets up from her knees and begins to walk away
she heard God in a strange knowing way
and she knew he would take her pain that day
she sat ther with a wounded possibly broken heart
then she let him be a part

by brockendreams
posted on 11/28/2007