broken

I sit and wait for you to walk in my door
Wanting you to see the tears that are streaming down my face
My blood red eyes all puffy and swollen
All the pain you have caused through your lies
Every time you told me you loved me
Every time you held me close
There were all bitter sweet lies
I use to live for those moments of happiness
Now I see them now that there are gone
for what they were
just ways to make me feel wanted, loved even
a way to get close enough to get what you want
so you could get inside my head to implant the bomb
that when you left you could detonate
well u detonated it my world exploded
into the nothing shell I am today

by eris17
posted on 11/02/2009