Breaking down!

Think of my life only moments ago,
Before you swooped in and swept it away,
You 'had no choice'; I 'had to know',
Sunlight is fading, as my world turns grey,
You're telling the truth, confessing to me,
Speaking of things you should never have done,
I just stand there and nod, stare at you blankly,
I, who had it all, now have none,

Lying in bed, thinking it over,
No tears, no screams at all,
My life is exploding like a huge supernova,
I was learning to fly, but now start to fall,
Fall out of the light, and into the clouds,
They spin me around and around,
My misery coats me like a funeral shroud,
To wear when I hit the ground,

I hate what you've done, but I need you to stay,
To hold me and keep me from harm,
My life, as it was, ended today
Yet in the eye of the storm I am calm,
My friends are behind me, keeping me up,
Helping me get through each day,
Piling food on my plate, refilling my cup,
Giving me a reason to stay,

I have a lifeline they've thrown to me,
To keep me safe and secure,
They urge me to go, to set myself free,
Leave you and walk out the door,
I won't go, I won't leave you, but I swear
If you ever hurt me again,
I'll rip you apart, cos you stripped me bare,
And I'll leave you alone in your pain.


Old poem i wrote when i was hurt by someone just never shared it becouse ur not worthy. But here.

by Devilsson
posted on 03/04/2008