Breaking Away

As tears fall down her face,
She smears her makeup crying.
"I can't do this anymore."
She silently says to you,
"You can hurt me,
Break me,
Disrespect me,
And make me feel like a total idiot.
But for some reason,
I still love you."
But you can only push a girl away for so long,
Until she walks out of your life on her own.
She's so scared of getting close to anyone,
Because everyone that ever said,
"I love you... I'll be there"
Left.
So be careful,
Make sure this what you want.
Because once she turns,
She isn't coming back.
So when she does,
I promise.
Someday you'll regret losing me...
And you'll think back and say,
"Damn... that girl really did love me..."
I may be falling for a heartbreaker,
But with you,
I'm willing to take the risk.
I just wish...
That you would love me too.
But let's face it.
You don't want me anymore.
So I'll just sit here and keep on trying.
I wanna die.
I wanna bleed.
I wanna cry,
But all I can do is just keep on walking with a smile on my face
And pretend the scars aren't really there.
Black is the void I fall into now
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way.
And no...
Im not that same girl anymore.

by loveless
posted on 10/01/2009