Bloody Circles

His sweet embrace so little do I sleep
He comes and he goes and only lets me know
when its time for him to leave

He has me going in bloody circles
around and around I feel my self go
I never say anything not even no

He says no one is there and there I sit
in the corner alone trying desperately to hold on
We do not fight no more because we avoid each other
and those days when you seemed to care are gone

He feeds me lines I continue to take
and every day I stay and but now I think its time to
break but I can not go

He has me going in bloody circles
around and around I feel my self go
when I try to put my foot down he says no

he does as he pleases and once even told me he was content
that I even had him whipped but now I cant even get him to
stop or call how funny it seems like I used to have it all

but when I try to say anything he has no time to listen
so there I am alone and can only vision
I used to know my worth and I used to come first
now I'm in the back of the line waiting my turn


I don't have that deadly grip anymore that can hold on
and my silent dreams are starting to awaken me
my dreadful thoughts swirl in my heart while


He has me going in bloody circles
around and around I feel my self go
I'm so hesitant but I need to say no

He never wanted to be that man that his girl friends cry to him about
little does he know I found my self comfortable with my friend
he always tells me to not to give in
but I can't tell him how I feel I can't even tell him how this is real

I use the word love so loosely now
I do even know what its about
I often find my self on the bathroom floor
pledging and crying and wondering if I can take anymore

There again he has me going in bloody circles
around and around I feel my self go

by QueenB
posted on 07/14/2008