Because of Love

I can’t explain this pressure upon my heart
Everything I ever felt, I ever believed in has fallen apart
I constantly ask myself, ask God why me
Then I look in the mirror with no answer no response in my eyes
I never felt pain like this before
It makes me feel like what’s the point of loving when hurt creeps through the door
Should I be angry, should I be sad?
I don’t know whether to cry for what I went through, or laugh for being love’s fool
I always thought I was on a straight path
I thought I knew where I was going, then in an instant I got deterred and lost everything
Now I’m stuck trying to find my way, find myself
My voice, my heart, my soul and my mind is all numb
I feel as if everything I could have been is all gone
So many say it is what you put yourself through
I believe it’s the trust you instill in people
I was so caught up, so lost in love
I lost track of what was
Now I sit here with tear stain on my face, and blood marks internally
All I want is to find myself, to find my voice and get out of this place of distress…
~KSC~

by MsKeys1707
posted on 02/16/2009