battel myself

I'm in a constant battle with myself,
And i'm losing more and more.
Round and round in circles I go,
Where this will stop nobody knows.
Maybe if I surrender the pain will go away.
I think that's a wish.
But let's hope it doesn't come true.

The deeper you drive, the deeper you hurt.
The deeper you drive, the more your problems get worse.
The deeper I drive, the deeper I hurt.
The deeper I drive, it only gets worse.

Maybe one day i'll get sick of crying,
Put down the tears and the blades.
There's too many secrets kept down,
This can't go on for much longer.
On the surface how can i find reason to move on.
Maybe there's a way.
Still waiting for a glimpse of hope.

The deeper you drive, the deeper you hurt.
The deeper you drive, the more your problems get worse.
The deeper I drive, the deeper I hurt.
The deeper I drive, it only gets worse.

Sitting up alone through the long cold nihgtd,
Breathe get short and chest gets tight.
Here comes another episode.,
I must learn to control these fears.
Forget all the hardship and pain i've brought to myself.
Trying to break free.
Recognitions the harest part.

The deeper you drive, the deeper you hurt.
The deeper you drive, the more your problems get worse.
The deeper I drive, the deeper I hurt.
The deeper I drive, it only gets worse.

The deeper I cut, the deeper I hurt.
The deeper I hurt, everything just becomes that little bit worse.
These scars will never fade, just let time take it's toll.
Time takes too long to act, my breath is running short.
Save yourself while you can, cause i'm a lost cause.
(Let's hope you don't go back on your word)

The deeper you drive, the deeper you hurt.
(Can you feel the pain?)
The deeper you drive, the more your problems get worse.
(The poison rushing through)
The deeper I drive, the deeper I hurt.
(You can't turn back now)
The deeper I drive, it only gets worse.
(Hang in there.
So much worse.
Much much worse.)

by zoe
posted on 08/08/2008