Baby Please

Baby I love you he says
but as I say no you dont
baby dont tell me you do if you wont
I think to myself
maybe this one really does love me
maybe he can really get me
all I want is to be swept out of this nightmare of hope
Im sick of dealing with the lying and cheating
Im sick of hurting and bleeding
and when i get mad
he only cares for the moment that he thinks he will lose me
for the moment that he knows ive found out
and then it gets better for a week
but as i sleep, i dream of my world with peace
a world with him filled with happiness and joy
where im not just his little toy
and i ask him all the time
he has no answer except for baby I love you
and yes baby I really do need you
and when i threaten to leave
all i get is baby please
please what? is all i say
please dont go or please dont stay?
and then he simply says
baby please

by cupcake
posted on 11/05/2009