Always because of me

I'm aware of that look in your eyes.
So pitifully blue, that once held the skies.
Words won't come across as intended.
As the guilt of another is still defended.
You're obsessed with playing the games,
yet you're the one who walks away.
You're so eager to betray,
that by tomorrow we'll start to fade.
I swore I'd never give up on you,
but after all this time it's harder to do.
I know it's getting the best of me,
but I'd rather deny then let myself believe.
And so once you disguise your darkest desires.
You've confessed the truth yet you're still a liar.
Don't speak a word, cauz I know what you'll say.
It kills me to know it continues this way.
Just burn me with a mere harmful glance my friend.
My heart falls apart when your big mouth is open.
I've sewn the wound but you cut me up again.
Reconstructing lies to contain the end.
So what if I never get to hold you,
or see your face again after all we've been through?
It doesn't even matter as it fades tonight.
As I break apart again, it's because of me as always...right?

by Babigurlbroken
posted on 11/01/2009