Addiction

I promised I wouldn't but everything's getting bad
I can't stand it anymore, I'm just so sad
I tried my very best to stop
But i am dying to see the blood drop
It may be an addiction, I don't know
I've forgotten what I'm living for
I want to just end it but something's holding me back
There's so many things that I seem lack
I don't really know if anything's real
Except all of the pain that I feel

by scarsofsecrets
posted on 05/10/2008