A Treacherous Journey

The air gets bitter, as I start to shake,
The biggest breath I begin to take.
What will the day bring, will I get thru,
I thought you were my pooh and I, your boo.

A treacherous journey, a longing for hope,
A smile among your face is all that makes me cope.
A million hard times, but a pinch of good,
Makes me long for things I don’t know if I should.

Why do I put myself thru all of this pain,
The way you hurt me is driving me insane.
You call me names, say things that hurt,
One minute its good, the next I feel like dirt.

I don’t understand what I did so wrong,
You seem to make me think it will only make me strong.
But I don’t think I can take this shit much longer,
I’m beginning to get weak instead of stronger.

I wish you’d understand I’d give you my life,
I want you to love me, I want to be your wife.
I’m starting to wonder if you’ll ever change,
And if my heart will be able to rearrange.

I cry for no reason, I have bruises on my skin,
But yet I still smile, I force on a grin.
Waiting for that moment that you’ll take my breath away,
All of this, to the lord above, I pray.

by babyboogt82886
posted on 03/13/2008