A dream

I had a dream last night
But it was so serene
That I feel it was surreal
The girl in my dream was so sad
I couldn’t remember all
But I know she was sad
A picture of a family portrait she broke it apart
I knew back then she was in misery
She was looking for love
A love she never felt since she was a kid
She needed some comfort
A love of herself she couldn’t even find
I talked to her
I offer her some help
But she turns her back to everyone
She thought she could make it alone
So she ran, run away from the crowd
Runaway so that people would not hear her screaming
She was so helpless running away from help
I feel terribly sorry for that girl
Who lose her trust of all those who surrounds her
I often see her sitting at the corner
I wonder what she was thinking
I know all her pains were kept but who will be there for her?
I’m worried to wake up because I know she’ll be left alone
The subconscious part in me while dreaming became too conscious for me to feel her
She was like a ghost haunting me back to sleep
Cause deep down in her
She’s scared to be alone
Alone and be trap in the world of wickedness
No one ever helped her but me
She haven’t spoke a word to me
But I knew in my heart that she felt my presence
I knew she needed companion, love and comfort
She was so scared to wake up each day
Worrying about what will tomorrow gives her
No one to lean at no one to cry at
I couldn’t help it and cried with her
Until we were both worn out of crying
And then I saw her wiping her tears and she fell asleep
And when I woke up I felt my tears stains on my pillow
With my eyes wide open I tired to comfort myself that soon it will be a better day for me
Maybe not today nor tomorrow but I know in my pure heart
That I will start my day with a smile

by beaubelle
posted on 09/13/2007