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i dont know how to say what my heart is feeling
always i want to be close to you
but i have found a way out
to punish myself for the hurt i felt
to say i dont deserve what you give
you give your love i give mine
but then i find a way to say i dont belong
what is it you have to face
to be close to me
to feel my pain
i wish i had the way to explain
the days i love
the days i dont
the way i love
the way i hate
the way i close myself up
in a tunnel that has no end
till i hurt you the same
till i make u cry
till i see what i can do and you will still stay
i wish i could tell you why
i wish i could say
i wish i could cry
if i could cry out the hurt from before
today would be refreshing
today would be new
i know that i am going to lose you
if i cannot find a way out
these walls i built i linger in
i stay close to myself and my dagger i hold
close to my heart
i have you in my heart
inside my love
where forever you will stay
i hurt you today and i know i am wrong
i know your love
i know you love
i will cry you a river to show you my sorrow
i will write you a letter to release my thoughts
the ones i cannot speak
the ones i cannot say
the thoughts for only your ears
your eyes
till you can read me with out paper
till you can see me through walls
i will be yours always
as long as u will love me
as long as you will promise
and as long as you will keep it
you are in my love
wrapped up forever
if you would go
you would leave me without love
for you are my love
you are wrapped up in it
you are it. you are my heart and my love
i love you
please forgive me

by patrea
posted on 04/24/2008