~as my world crumbles to the ground~

all alone
no one to rely on, no one to care
just want someone,
to save me
where am i?
I dont recodnize this place
all of these strange faces
none who smile
none to offer comfort

how did this happen?
did i really want this?
part of me yes,
part of me HELL NO!
needing the warmth,
the smiles,
the control
but all of that is only a vague memory
or did i even have that to begin with?

by juturna
posted on 02/10/2008