AllAlone's Poetry
Things I ponder - old poem I found when looking through My Documents. Haven't been on here in forever so I decided to post it.
Please Just Believe I'm sorry - My boyfriend thinks I wanted to get molested and almost raped. Even though I fought. Even though I said sorry that it ever happened. He still thinks I haven't told him everything, which I have.
So Sorry - I made out with this guy I knew at a party my boyfriend told me not to go to. And i got drunk and couldn't stop it. This is just me saying sorry. And how stressed I am about it. And just wishing it never happened.
Feeling Empty. - Its about how its getting harder to be happy again and I'm starting to get depressed again.
Oblivious Friends - My friends thinking that I have no feeling for anything. Me about how they think I'm invincible to everything or something.
Past in the Past. - Me ranting about how my mom thinks the world of her asshole of a husband and ignores everything and tries to make people feel sorry for her about her childhood.
Families Falling Apart - Do not read if you are LDS or if you are a very riligous person if you do read anyway I don't mean to offend you or anything.
The Things I Feel - I wrote this a long time ago and just found it
One more - Starting cutting again after stopping for awhile.
Confused - Its about my boyfriend cutting but he is more like a best friend and afraid of telling him that because he is already thinking of ways to commit suicide and I don't know what to do about it.