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| subject: dillusions of grandure |
posted: Jun 30, 05 8:03 pm |
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sometimes i wonder
if i am insane
or if im perfectly ok
sometimes i wonder
if its only me
who looks out in the distance
and wants to die
when things seem ok
i revert back to darkness
because
its comfortable
do i ever have to change
what if i don't want
to
im the only one here
who can see whats really happening
to me
whats going on
or am i insane
wheres the answer
that im always searching for
the one that tells me
its ok to eat
to sleep and breath in again
what if im insane
and all i do in life is a product of my own denial
what if i play this role so perfect
that no one can ever tell
what if im the only one
that really sees my
potential
to decompose the world around me
and make us fade away |
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